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Share Experiences My First Love

It happened when I was in second grade junior high school. somehow i had was not the type of person who likes to smile not clear .. was plain overalls face expressionless. so many who thought I was cool or something .. yes i wrote a self-conscious enough. I was not including the first-class citizen of the world like most friend "at school that can say I tried to stay cool and attractive with follow the activities of "ekskull kinds Paskib .. basketball .. or something .. and strive to be a trend setter with the hottest fashion at that time ..

that days' more I dwell in the studio the band have school .. and hanging out "not at all clear that the friends can say the same boat and a forbearance ..

The first day I sat in class 2 high school in exactly i somehow enter into second-class citizens of the world whose contents were first class and the popular boys and girl ..
i feel so lonely and being like a nerd .. I also do not want to bother a busy classmate same "share" stuff all about teenagers at that time ..
cool to hang out more i listen to music while playing gaple with Mr.Big or friend from another class ..

honest in class there are girls that I liked even though I did not realize it's going to probably get the girls ..because She one of the top 10 the most popular girls on the school ..I do not want to get dizzy like most men in almost one school that tried to look for attention to her .. I still ignored me do not care .. because once again I'm not sure, self-aware not going to get girls like that ..

but god had other plans and indeed it is true that God works in mysterious ways .. all that changed when the world cup.. everyone is busy talking about the biggest football event in the world .. Essentially they are trying to keep up to date .. including the popular boys who have some kind of ball .. i bet that did not interest the same problem as it actually was invited to join .. well i dont really basic interest i ignore it .. and do not care .. but there is a curiosity of the same thing like that .. which i eventually follow but not that you really want to join with them .. but more towards wondered what the heck is this ..

with a capital of only seven thousand in the bag I finally I joined the list .. and I honestly had forgotten where I put up the team (if not wrong it is Croatia) .. because I do not understand football ..

in a word .. either because it beginners luck or what .. I won the bet .. of capital only seven thousand I can about six hundred and thirty thousand Rupiahs! Yeah nice !??!?! five hundred at that time was like the five thousand in today ..

Suddenly so i be the guy who just became spotlight at the time .. even though its title is rather not nyleneh / confusing "NEW PEOPLE rich quick!"

then there is what to do with it?!?!

It all started when I again cool to hang out in the canteen while nyruput / drinking ice cendol and chicken with rice soup I favorites (favorite why? price is only one thousand five hundred! but the portions are surprisingly !!!)..

She with her ​​gang That the top 10 most popular gang just walkway through and somehow he's sitting next to me ...while others just went passed ..he asked in spent out winning bets because it is ..I used to be just talk .. "it later when it came home from school" while I was gone just like that

brief words came hours after school ..I slept in the corner who preoccupation with class is closed by the book PMP (PMP but if the first is now called CIVICS/PPKN ?!?!)..

I woke up from sleep is such a bitch, because I realized in class fit to live my own ..as soon as possible and then I cleaned up the school toolset strewn across my desk ..I did not realize was that there was still one more person in the class I noticed behavior ..so aware of .. I was also surprised there he was in there .. a longer alone ..

me: "you do not want to go home?"
She: "not yet"
but that looks really weird that he filmed herself with a blank stare like a lot of thought ..

suddenly I remembered my mind when I think it was I had promised to treat her, although I know that afternoon fitting she was talking only limited further ado ..

me: "why are you daydreaming? have eaten yet?"
She: "never mind" (she's still with blank stares)
me: "then come with me alone" (as she pulled her hand, she could only follow me from the back ..)

I also use the 'spur / motorcycle' locust fighter who always faithfully accompanied me even though I have long now I sell .. I invited her to go to where I was the favorite eating meatball stall endah mother (once again why your favorite?!? because cheap but the portions are many!) all of a sudden she asked me

She: "Sham why did you invite me?!?"
Quote: "because who wants to take it in you" as she ignored me eating a meatball plus crackers

She: "oh .."
me: "let's eat first ... it was not spent on buying" (while I took the part that her meatballs, because I'm running low inventory meatballs)

She: "there is no reason what invites me?!?"
me: "no, just wanted to invite invites you eat together .."
She: "is that right?!?"
I: "yes fad want to feel the same name both women eat like what it was like" (I'm still picking up her meatballs)

I can not understand why I think until spontaneous talk like that ..
to be honest because I have a feeling it's not to like her ..

She: "Thanks to you Syam.., I honestly save the juice has long been well with you .. but it seems you do not care about me"

I was not expecting to get an answer like that and then I just could not believe the surprise ... I'm still trying to calm down, maybe she was just joking or just want to make a sensation on this issue or just want to fool around with this conversation

me: "oh yeah .. why can happen like that?"
She: "You actually do not know? I often leave greetings to your friends"

was right when my friends often spoke to me in fact I could be greeting greetings from her .. yaeh bulshit because I think it would not be possible if one of the Top 10 Hot girl at school say hi to me .. Impossible ..

me: "why can happen like that? why me?"
She: "You are different from the others, you do not care about the circumstances around you, and remain so oneself among others .. you firmly in the establishment .. that's what I like .. "
I: "emphasized how? oath ... I do not know .. maybe I'm confused brain because most eating meatballs

She: "You know the first time I saw you were where? time event open debate on the first class of yore it .. you do not indiscriminate when it is the teacher .. .. or seniors .. you do not care .."

me: "oh yeah?!?" I became very joy to hear it ..
She: "yes .. so when you had invited me to eat, I can hardly believe it when
eventually you will also chat with me "
me: "so that so?!?" (after collecting herself and re-eat meatballs)

She: "I do not know what to do anymore to get close to you .. till now I did not believe it when I sit in front of you to talk things like this"

me: "I do not know what else to talk honestly .. I like with you .. but I can not expect much be this close, anything else until I feel I can express to you .. I'm pretty self conscious .. Just who I? I did not ever expect much .. if they finally get going like this I do not know what to talk ...

She: "then I was supposed to do that ye may believe"
me: "I believe with you, but what was your choice? if yes .. I know you do not like meatballs .. but it makes me believe if you really determine your choice on me with a little bit you touch food that I've bought for you "

amazing! he is allergic to the meatballs finally willing to eat it .. although eventually when we got together I was a little inconvenience of having to shop around to find a pharmacy to get medicine for allergic relapse .. once I actually have the heart is ..

and it was the beginning of our first love blossomed ..
successful school and makes a scene because I managed to get him .. love story continued until 2 years later .. we finally agreed to end our relationship because of a problem ..